I’m not the one for her. Not the way that I am. There is too much darkness. She deserves better.
I am not fit for relationship at all until I overcome and win my deepest battles.
I have to fight. Not for her, not anymore. For myself.
Fight by waiting on God… I need to do this.
I will wait. I will be faithful. I will be patient. I will have perseverance.
I will fight for the best version of me.