God, I’m believing in your goodness. I’m believing that You want nothing but the best for me. I’m choosing not to give in to my depression, my loneliness, my desire to end me, and I’m declaring Your love. I need You, please draw near to me. Things aren’t making sense, relationships are crumbling despite all I do, and I need Your strength. I refuse a life without You. Please be near. Please strengthen me. Watch over me as I sleep, guide my thoughts in the morning. Let me see nothing but You when I look at the world. I want to be Your son. Amen.