I… realized something tonight.
I don’t really.. have a dream.
It used to be that music school. But I don’t know anymore.
That’s probably why I don’t have focus. That’s probably why I don’t want to live here anymore. I want to make something of myself. But I have no idea what I’m supposed to be making.
Sure I love music. I love teaching. It’s a passion. But… it hasn’t been utilized the way I’ve wanted it to for such a long time now.
I have lost my way.
This season, though, I will reclaim it. I will find something worth living for. I will find my passion again. Whatever it is. I will seek God and continually lift it up to Him. If it’s in His hands, and if I’m following him, I’ll find it.
I trust God that much.
I deserve joy.